Worldofmyown

Friday, May 28, 2010

Hello holidays! :D
(I wonder if I will even want to study,omg)

Okay seriously, I have been enjoying EVERYDAY.
Finished watching autumn's concerto, including ALL the behind the scenes.
Now I have got nothing to look forward to ):
Male and female lead in the show were both so great.
They made me laugh loudly in the middle of the night and I slept at 3/4 am after my mid-year ends.
And I couldn't stop re-watching them and continue laughing in my own room.
Oh and that reminds me of my dad wanting me to sleep early or else the utilities bill gonna be too high-.-'''

Anyway, on Tuesday we had hsbc tree top walk for geography student.
Basically, many absent themselves from the treetop walk because you know why.
It is very warm and uncomfortable most of the time. Under the hot sun and rocky pathway.
And I freaking saw a snake and suddenly I jump, so as the snake.
Then the rest behind me got affected too due to my reaction. Haha.
And on Thursday we had dpa talk + auntylucy and xiejiafa from 933 came to our school!
I didn't know lor or else I would have take pics with them lol.
On Friday, had PTC. Don't wanna mention it.
I will improve on my current midyear results. VERYYYYYYY demoralising.

On the other hand SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT.
2E'07 gathering is confirmed. Chalet booked!

I am so looking forward to it(but usually the more I look forward to something, it always turns out the other way round). Please don't okay. This is our mid-year gathering and freddy managed to book the one at changi(beside old changi hospital v.scary) which we had in 2008. So many memories there and can someone lend me your dslr for 1 day to take quality pics. I so wanna capture every moment but then my compact camera sucks and no $$ to buy a dslr. Sigh. Reminds me of the class photo we took during 2009 end of year gathering WHICH TURNS OUT ALL BLUR ):
Okay wait. I sounded desperate here.

I will never let this happen again. Bringing my nikon camera together with sony one. But still prefer dslr lahhhhh.

But this picture is nice though :)

Note to self: do not treat you the way you treated me.
Everyone's different. You shall be responsible for your action and you'll get your punishment sooner or later.
I am wondering if you ever felt guilty?
I must not have the thought of revenge/treating you badly as you did to me.
It isn't the right thing to do.
But I will remember everything and whenever I think of it, the hatred IS still there.
But however, I have my own dignity. This is just a form of respect and basic courtesy for one another.
It doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
It IS hard to understand what you're thinking all the time.

PS : I must also stop envying about other people's lives.
This will only makes me miserable and unsatisfied about what is given to me.
But I can't stop comparing myself with others.
In terms of looks and smartness and their quality of life.
Why are some people so clever and good looking and talented and have so many good friends surrounding them and they seem to live their life to the fullest.
They seem to be happy everyday with amazing people surrounding them.
I just need to appreciate myself more.

PPS : It is time to prepare belated birthday presents! :D